Welcome my friend! Let’s grab our cuppa’s & get comfy for our time of reflection together.

Today I have a tea blend called Original Chai & a slice of my husband’s birthday cake, a gf Carrot cake with cream cheese icing, delicious.

I’ve had one of those mornings, you know the ones where you wake up in the early hours of the morn & can’t get back to sleep.

You realize it’s pointless staying there, so you get up.

Then God gave me a little tap, so to speak, on my spiritual shoulder…

You see I couldn’t sleep because I was in quite a bit of pain physically & had some things leaping & jumping through my mind.

The question of Being 

I’ve learnt that when God gives you a little tap on your spiritual shoulder it’s time to take notice.

Before I go into what that tap was about, a little background is needed; as I shared last week I’ve been experiencing a flare in my chronic health conditions since early January.

Thus, I have to choose wisely what I can do & what I can’t do on any given day, some days its a matter of just doing my best at home.

While other days I may be able to venture further afield with a walk along the waterfront around the corner from my home.

Many times though, its having to postpone, cancel or change previous arrangements to cater for the fatigue & malaise on that day.

You see before I was diagnosed, seventeen years ago, God asked me a very poignant question through my devotional time; was I comfortable being with Him, not just doing for Him.

At that time I replied a resounding, yes!

For life was good I was healthy & busy with my profession, enjoying time with family, friends & doing for Him.

Looking back I really had no idea what He was preparing me for, as I simply had no comprehension what this Season would entail.

My theme of the year

My theme for this year is Season, I have been wondering what God would reveal to me through this theme.

My first thought was maybe, just maybe this season of chronic health conditions will end with a miracle in healing, as there is no cure for these autoimmune conditions.

But then a flare hit in early January continuing to the present.

Thus this morning when I was asked that same question through my devotions; am I comfortable being with God in this Season?

I had to stop & reflect…

Thinking if God’s asking me this question again then He obviously wants me to take a good look at how I’m feeling in this season.

I haven’t been as quick to answer this time as I was before.

Because I realise through experience that I need to examine how I’m actually travelling.

There is always a reason why God brings something to our attention.

So I’m pondering the following;

Am I really comfortable spiritually in this season in my life?

Because comfort comes from a sense of trust, peace & well being. Doesn’t it?

And; Am I recognising the blessings in my life as well as the loss?

For it’s the blessings that come from Him that bring the greatest sense of peace & well being.

Now my spiritual self instantly wanted to reply; ‘Of course I’m comfortable being in God’s presence no matter what my circumstances, for God Himself is the blessing!’

Counting the cost

But I realise there is a cost to every loss & with chronic health conditions come many losses.

We need to count the cost of loss & process that cost emotionally.

Something our Missiology mentor at Bible College often advised us to do when contemplating God’s Will in our life.

Echoing Jesus words;

And He said to all, 

“If anyone chooses to follow Me, let him deny himself,

and take up his cross daily

 [expressing a willingness to endure whatever may come] 

and follow Me

[cleaving steadfastly to Me,

conforming to My example in living and,

if need be in dying also].” 

Luke 9: 23

We need to recognise the blessings that come out of loss, for they often are the greatest blessings that we can receive, as shared HERE.

For God has promised the following;

“I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare not disaster but a future full of hope.”

Jeremiah 29: 11

Are you comfortable in your present season my friend?

May we all focus on the blessings we have as we count the cost.

Until next time,

Jennifer 

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